Brown = Tiny's vocals
How many trips to the hospital does it take
and, this is from the doctor to tell me it's okay. You're not dying
kid, you need to stop breathing so heavily. All those anxiety attacks
will affect your longevity. I probably just assume closest to those
who had to deal with. Me when I think I'm dying and going completely
hysteric. So after a weekend of freaking out at the clinic. A psychiatrist
diagnosed me as a paranoid-schizophrenic. He prescribed me medication
and he told me "Take this twice a day".
Pills to set my mind straight seems like a small price to pay. But
that's life today and it feels like I'm rebelled. All idle hands
want me back at their workshop of the devil. I paid my dues in this
game and now I got to console. Somebody else so I stop from going
out of control. So don't school me 'cause you don't know where I've
been. Or what category I fall into so let the story begin.
I've got a straight jacket on I've gotta get it out. I've gotta
take the control, I'm taking over now.
Ey yo, so how many prescriptions and pills to calm me down. Would
you just listen just once, my mother's stressed to pay your crowns.
How many dispair moments, how many pointless affairs. I ain't got
chance for you now, just bad company here. How many sleepless nights
and all the fuss to keep me from the four. To a little deeper talk
of places I was in before. And I think I've seen the way out, still
I worry all the time. But it might play out, the way I said it would
in my rhymes. And I'm tired of learning lessons how can I quit these
forces. Apply your methods in me and all your diagnosis. 'Cause
I keep falling a little further astray. And it's tough to be alone
and deserted these days.
I walk around in frustration, lays me down and then sit. I'm lying
face down and spaced the fuck out of my wits. How hard can it get
still I'm reluctant to try. I watch the seasons change while time
keeps passing me by. I got these chains on my brain going out of
this world, and I got a straight jacket on but time keeps passing
me by. Do I breathe in or breathe out, 'cause I'm so heavy inside,
but I try to keep going but time keeps passing me by.